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31 December 2010 @ 06:25 pm
 I don't post here much anymore... since I went on a facebook kick...

This... this is my almost last entry this year... and possibly for ever... I'm thinking of retiring this account and journal...

who knows? 

at teh very least i'm starting a new blog. somewhere else possibly? by a different name? with a higher purpose?!?!

I resolve to harness the TAG concept... 

so many things I said or did lost to the ether... 

new start... fresh... the year of ME. so many things I've needed or wanted have been lost or missed out on because of others this past year... for good or bad, better or worse... maliciously or else wise... 

I love ya'll I do... but I need to make myself a stronger, more stable version of me... and that might mean not being there for you whenever you need me... 
 
 
Current Location: United States, New Orleans
Current Mood: anxiousanxious
Current Music: Float On- Modest Mouse
 
 
Fidget
08 November 2010 @ 12:42 pm
 
 
Hi Fidget! Here is your Daily AstroSlam for Monday, November 8
You've always been impressed and a little jealous of people with extensive vocabularies, and you'll decide to spend the day pretending you have one as well. Unfortunately, you'll be outed by your egregious mispronunciations and grammatical tragedies.
Yesterday
Did yesterday's scope hit the mark?
 
 
     
Tomorrow
What does the future hold?
 
 
 
 
 
Current Location: Teh Habitat
Current Mood: bitchybitchy
Current Music: nothing at the moment
 
 
Fidget
06 November 2010 @ 01:16 pm
I have abandonend my LJ in favor of my 24/7 facebook obsession... however, the lack of archive function in the fb world has frustrated me, despite the status updates being such an easier way for me to *journal* about my life...

Also... I've been feeling the need to elaborate with more detail on some things... so... Mayhap you'll see me here more often.
 
 
Current Location: Teh Habitat
Current Mood: nostalgicnostalgic
Current Music: H. by Tool
 
 
Fidget
25 August 2010 @ 08:30 pm
BAM!  
i have nothing else to say
 
 
Fidget
01 November 2009 @ 01:13 pm
...  
BOO
 
 
 
Fidget
13 July 2009 @ 03:30 pm

Please Don't Leave Me

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da da-da da

I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time have I kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?

da da da da-da
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
When my heart is....broken

Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise

Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Da da da-da da
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I can't be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry.


Da da da da, da da da da
da da da da-da da
Please, please don't leave me

Baby please don't leave me
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me no no no
You say I don't need you but it's always gonna come right back,
It's gonna come right back to this.
Please, don't leave me.
No.
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this

Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
 
 
Fidget
13 April 2009 @ 07:23 am
i never use this anymore... not even to check my friend list...

I miss it though... and am thinking about journaling once more... for myself more then anyone.

I'm at work. Job one of three.
YEP. THREE.

I am in my cubicle. CUBICLE. I have a desk job. I do.

hell must have frozen over, that's why it's been so cold.

not in my room though... it's been a bit steamy there. it's been nice.
too nice...
 
 
Current Music: none... yet.
 
 
Fidget
08 December 2008 @ 02:02 am
but I do.

a meme... of the list variety...

A) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicize those you intend to read.
III) Underline the books you LOVE, and strikeout the books you read but didn't like.

 

1. Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
2. The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien
3. Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
4. Harry Potter series - JK Rowling (over and over and over again!)
5. To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
6. The Bible (and yet still- I call Myself a christian!?!?!)
7. Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8. Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell (This one is a love hate relationship... seriously, it's twisted- my feelings about this book)
9. His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10. Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11. Little Women - Louisa M Alcott
12. Tess of the D'Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13. Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14. Complete Works of Shakespeare
15. Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16. The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17. Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks
18. Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger
19. The Time Traveller's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20. Middlemarch - George Eliot
21. Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell ( I, lover all almost everything written, I ripped the libraries copy of this book into pieces (no easy feat that!) and threw it into the garbage infront of the librarian in highschool. it was a moment to say the least. it was one of three books in my entire life i didn't finish on purpose)
22. The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23. Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24. The Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
26. Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh
27. Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28. Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29. Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
30. The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame
31. Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32. David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33. Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34. Emma - Jane Austen
35. Persuasion - Jane Austen
36. The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis
37. The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38. Captain Corelli's Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39. Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40. Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne
41. Animal Farm - George Orwell
42. The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
43. One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44. A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45. The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46. Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47. Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48. The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
49. Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50. Atonement - Ian McEwan
51. Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52. Dune - Frank Herbert (never got around to reading this series at all sadly. but my step father had several hundred books, and i was devouring anything i could with heinlin back then.)
53. Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54. Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55. A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56. The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57. A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
58. Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
59. The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon
60. Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61. Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
62. Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
63. The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64. The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
65. Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas
66. On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67. Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68. Bridget Jones' Diary - Helen Fielding
69. Midnight's Children - Salman Rushdie
70. Moby Dick - Herman Melville
71. Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72. Dracula - Bram Stoker
73. The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett (OMG- I read this book over twoo hundred times growing up! Haven't reread it in a hot minute tho!)
74. Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75. Ulysses - James Joyce
76. The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath
77. Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78. Germinal - Emile Zola
79. Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80. Possession - AS Byatt
81. A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82. Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83. The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84. The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85. Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86. A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87. Charlotte's Web - EB White
88. The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom
89. Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
90. The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91. Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
92. The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery
93. The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94. Watership Down - Richard Adams
95. A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96. A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97. The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas
98. Hamlet - William Shakespeare
99. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl
100. Les Miserables - Victor Hugo
 
I'm amazed at how many of these I should have read in school... but never did for one reason or another, and how many of the ones i've never read but I've seen the movie to! There are times in my life in which I feel I may have limited myself by being such and SF girl. I lived on a steady diet of Henilin, Asminov, and Anthony- with Dashes of Lackey, Rice and McCathery to *magic* it up a bit, for most of my teen (and beyond) years. I'm sad that there was no Poe on this list... as there are two shakespear. Or how about A Wrinkle in Time... (the second in a series that dazzled me when I was young)... And out of Curiosity- wasn't The L, W and W Part of the Narnia Chronicles?
 
I really need to get away from the Walgreens paperbacks and get on with somemore good reading... Like the Chaos Trilogy... EVERYone should read those three... they amazed me. Also... Twilight... yep. Good book (only read 1 so far) DAMN GOOD. I devoured it... a bit youngish at moments, but a fresh twist on the overdone vampire thing. Right Now I'm on a Marvel kick. I'm hell bent on reading every Marvel Comic Collection Rocky has. Read the first two volumes of Runaways (loved them- need MORE) and The House of M, which mostly just showed me how much of an ignoramus I am about the Marvel universe. What can I say- I'm a late comer to the comic world, and I was a Chaos girl ( I heart Lady Death!), then Top Cow... and my favorite Comic Artist (GENIUS) passed this year...
 
Anywho... I don't post here anymore... 'specially now that my lame ass has no personal access to the internet... but this was too fun to pass up. Me thinks I might start making the effort to read thru some of these in the near future. I need to take advantage of the Library system (and start paying off my balance!) soon.
 
Also. Should you ever have a book you think I would enjoy- handed it to me... I'll read it. I go thru two books a day usually.
 
oooh, That reminds me. It's a shame the Historian wasn't on that list. excellent book that one.

Forgive my lack of proper sentance structure, spelling or thought patterns... feel free to lick my ass, cuz i "just don't give a fuck"

*blush* sorry... I got called Eminem's twisted baby siter- Skittles earlier (long story that one) and I'm feelin kind fiesty. Plus I'm rockin a Hustler Cap. *laughs at self*

under the cut you will find the List I started of with.... cuz I totlaed mine with extra info... If you haven't done this one, maybe you should...
this is the cut i was just talkin aboot.Collapse )
 
1. Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
2. The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien
3. Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
4. Harry Potter series - JK Rowling
5. To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
6. The Bible
7. Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8. Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell
9. His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10. Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11. Little Women - Louisa M Alcott
12. Tess of the D'Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13. Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14. Complete Works of Shakespeare
15. Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16. The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17. Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks
18. Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger
19. The Time Traveller's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20. Middlemarch - George Eliot
21. Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22. The Great Gatsby - F Scott Fitzgerald
23. Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24. The Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams
26. Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh
27. Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28. Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29. Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
30. The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame
31. Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32. David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33. Chronicles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34. Emma - Jane Austen
35. Persuasion - Jane Austen
36. The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis
37. The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38. Captain Corelli's Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39. Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40. Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne
41. Animal Farm - George Orwell
42. The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown
43. One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44. A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45. The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46. Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47. Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48. The Handmaid's Tale - Margaret Atwood
49. Lord of the Flies - William Golding
50. Atonement - Ian McEwan
51. Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52. Dune - Frank Herbert
53. Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54. Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55. A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56. The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57. A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
58. Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
59. The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time - Mark Haddon
60. Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61. Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
62. Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
63. The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64. The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
65. Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas
66. On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67. Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68. Bridget Jones' Diary - Helen Fielding
69. Midnight's Children - Salman Rushdie
70. Moby Dick - Herman Melville
71. Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72. Dracula - Bram Stoker
73. The Secret Garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett
74. Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75. Ulysses - James Joyce
76. The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath
77. Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78. Germinal - Emile Zola
79. Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80. Possession - AS Byatt
81. A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82. Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83. The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84. The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85. Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86. A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87. Charlotte's Web - EB White
88. The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom
89. Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
90. The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91. Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
92. The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery
93. The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94. Watership Down - Richard Adams
95. A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96. A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97. The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas
98. Hamlet - William Shakespeare
99. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl
100. Les Miserables - Victor Hugo
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and maybe I should Make my own lists next time.
BTW. I love you, I care. but I haven't read my friends page in almost a year at this point. I spend my time on facebook. nothin personal... you wanna talk to me, fill me in. TEXT me, I have unlimited. 504-782-0197

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Current Location: met. babysittin.
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
Current Music: hancock fuckin up the x-mas tree
 
 
Fidget
08 October 2008 @ 12:02 pm
the police in this town are useless to me.

and rude. so damn rude.

thanx NOLA. for once again fucking me in the ass and reminding me I'm a moron for wanting to be here.
 
 
Fidget
07 October 2008 @ 11:49 am
so. yeah. that sux.